Tell me something new, something i don't already know.
I'm Jingwen. It's common but my surname's not so if you really wanna know, I'm Cantonese although I can't speak/write/understand canto and I always eat potatoes (:
Need more time
it's been like 1 month since i posted and i was just reading through my previous posts like those from way before. i used to have the luxury of thinking different ways to type out my post but now i'm just plainly typing out how i really feel in an extremely direct manner. today's not gonna be any different.
fyi i'm really tired now and i should be doing chemistry and math questions but i decided to blog instead since i kind of miss it. appreciate my efforts alright!
2 official months in jc has really made me grown up a lot. discipline was never my thing and it still isn't but i can honestly see that i'm putting in much more effort to get the work done. after 2 years of not doing homework, being in the jc for a few days changed all that. although i still don't study on my own at home, it's such a big leap compared to what i used to do. the almost best thing that has happened so far is that i barely passed all of my CAs. mind you, it's literally a bare pass. it's only the beginning so it should get better, right? (i'm praying real hard as i'm typing this)
and today was our bio CA which i really hope i can pass cos i stayed up till 2am to not even finish reading all the notes. the standard's a whole lot different from O level questions cos these are ALL application questions. memorising the whole chunk of information does not, i repeat, does not help in any way. it's good and bad at the same time because it feels like i don't have enough bio info. sigh, life's ironic.
poly's gonna start soon! somehow a small part of me is still considering appealing to poly but i doubt it'll ever happen. ever. it's okay jingwen, you'll make it past 2 years. you definitely will as well as all your other important jc friends (: i love my poly friends just as much and i know they'll have a hell of a time there!
it's obvious that i miss everyone a lot or more like the life we used to lead but i'll contain it all. goodbye easy life.