Tell me something new, something i don't already know.
I'm Jingwen. It's common but my surname's not so if you really wanna know, I'm Cantonese although I can't speak/write/understand canto and I always eat potatoes (:Been craving for a Choco Lava cake
omg, i'm not pretty ):the only thing pretty about me right now are my toe nails which are painted blue and my little pinkies which are coated in the dark purple that i've been wanting. my ugly days go on when i wake up to find out that i've got horrible hair. seriously, it's killing me.
yesterday i was so upset that i wanted to hurricane-type it all off on the blog but, i couldn't find the words to say it. it is partially my fault for being too sensitive although i feel like no one needs or listens to me. basically i'm just there when someone needs entertainment or if no one responds to that someone and they'll be like, there's jingwen. i don't know if it's a good thing or bad thing but i just always feel like i'm acting as a substitute or one of them. i mean after all my advices, who honestly even bothered to think about what i said, or how much effort i've put into trying to give realistic replies or even phrase my words better. it hurts to say the least.
anyway typing all that out wasn't such an easy thing either but i hope at least someone can understand from my point of view. it's fine if you don't cos i just like to tell myself that you do (: i still love my friends but you know how things are when suddenly something doesn't work out right. it's not within our control.
oh well, i'll live life as it is ;)
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
1:43 AM
0 comments