Tell me something new, something i don't already know.
I'm Jingwen. It's common but my surname's not so if you really wanna know, I'm Cantonese although I can't speak/write/understand canto and I always eat potatoes (:It's like that
while the majority gets to freely end their two years worth of studying, i'm at home watching korean dramas and waiting for monday to quickly pass by. oh well, the glass is always half empty for me.after exams i don't know what to do. too lazy to find a job, no plans on where to go, what to do. my family's trip to hongkong is still undecided - everyone has a tight schedule. i wanna go to a country that has cold weather or at least go some where. mannn, i wanna exercise ): go cycling no swimming cos i can't. why can't i even swim... ahhh seriously, not being able swim is such a restriction.
and i think i'm gonna fall sick again. these few days are so cold that i wear a jacket at home. unless i'm not the only one which is a good thing(?). so tired. physically, mentally. to be honest, i like attaching myself to other people cos i don't like to be alone and i want people to remember me. as selfish as my reasons are, it's what makes me happy. if i felt left out at home i didn't want to feel left out anywhere else. but it's wearing me thin. time and again someone important eventually leaves and i get disappointed. i don't want that to happen. i don't want to get hurt either. if i tell someone i don't want a friend like them, it just shows how much i've lost that faith. i don't want a friend that i can't trust, chooses to be ignorant and doesn't care about how i feel. for the record, my emotions don't really pair up with how i act.
so how's it gonna be after our exam officially ends? (:
Friday, November 12, 2010
5:07 PM
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