Tell me something new, something i don't already know.
I'm Jingwen. It's common but my surname's not so if you really wanna know, I'm Cantonese although I can't speak/write/understand canto and I always eat potatoes (:Stopped in that moment
to be honest i feel like shit. after that last post i didn't do anymore work and i just wasted my whole weekend. it was the best opportunity to do work but obviously i was dumb enough not to spend my time wisely. reality hit me when my tuition teacher said it was the last time i needed to pay for tuition. sure, i am happy but i'm not ready. three more weeks till the major exam and i'm panicking. everyone's studying real hard or at least doing their daily work but i'm literally the only one who hasn't done anything. you either believe me or you don't. i've been doing all talk and no work and it will be the downfall in my life one day. maybe it already is. i'm really afraid but you won't know how afraid i am. i could just break down anytime thinking about studies. i've got a shit attitude towards my life's organisation.i want someone to tell me everything's fine and that i would do well but the point is everyone seems as stressed out as i am. i'm trying to let people know that it really is possible to do well with just hard work but i'm not practicing what i'm preaching. some really have the potential but they're not confident in themselves while others are just pretending to work hard. what's the use of doing work without knowing why it's that way or why you're doing it in the first place. some just rely on people to push them, even to the extent of making for them a timetable. i mean, i think they're just passing time without truly learning anything but just for the sake of doing it. i've said it before but i don't think it went to your head. you take people's words as a passing and all you think about is getting good results cos everyone's getting them or your parents want you to get them. seriously, couldn't you think of getting good results for yourself?
i think the stress' getting to me and if you think that i'm referring to you, you're probably right. sorry if it hurts but it's the truth. if you think it's you and you wanna confirm, feel free to do so. i don't hate you or anything and i don't want others to misunderstand.
goodnight.
Sunday, October 3, 2010
11:01 PM
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