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I'm Jingwen. It's common but my surname's not so if you really wanna know, I'm Cantonese although I can't speak/write/understand canto and I always eat potatoes (:Graduation Part I
this week: relaxingoh god my last week to really have a break. after that it's like 3 to 4 weeks of studying? i don't know why but i'm really really really happy to be sitting for o level (haha wait for my response one week from now and it'll be totally different) cos it means a freaking long break with no homework! and on top of that the timetable this year rocks. first and third weeks are the chillax moments (: omg i can't stop smiling (: (: (:
tomorrow's graduation! yay shitz! i am kinda sad to be leaving a place that would be a paradise 10 years down the road but to be honest, the class didn't bond that much for me to love it's bits and pieces, especially the irritating moments. if you think about it, there's a handful of people who just make me wanna turn away from them. turn away's like a nicer term. i don't get angry much but i get annoyed real fast. it strikes like lightning. teehee :B
today's part I of graduation day. be prepared for lots of..... complains! maybe tomorrow when i'm in a better/sadder mood i'll write better stuff (: so here are my rants for the 4 freaking years of my life:
secondary one
my happy lower sec memories got burnt when i landed myself a teacher who had a 'uh...' and 'huh?' kind of attitude which obviously sucked (it sucked even more the next year) and i had to sit next to huiyi. the tables were like in pairs so i was THAT close to her. greattt, maybe my teachers thought i could help her in her studies. but guess what, i'm an 'independent learner' so no luck there (: i don't teach people. not that i don't want to but i don't know how to. i'm someone who needs to be taught physics mathematically rather than theoretically. get what i'm trynna say? sec one basically went in a blur since it was too long ago and we weren't so used to each other yet.
secondary two
so it occured even more to me that my teacher was not capable of settling issues and i didn't respect her since then. plastic surgery was invented but why didn't they invent others like voicebox surgery? i swear she needed one. her voice just added up to her overall dumb-dumb. the year was the start of my out-spokeness towards teachers and i got scolded countless of times whether i did/said anything wrong or not -.- and it was this period that i stopped doing homework. i don't know if the drop in level position was due to that or was it because other subjects that people normally didn't do so well but i did better made me a higher rank. up till now it's still unknown :S
secondary three
i thought i was gonna die of suffocation. everyone was so tensed up and it was like a gathering of the introverts (btw i am one too if i don't know you). the class was super quiet and i really missed lower sec despite that horrible teacher. oh there was an addition of a bias teacher in sec three. anyway the guys... omfgicshctw. that meant something but i'll probably forget after a while too. just take it that it was one of those ~!@#$%^& moments.
secondary four
some guys better, some guys not. presence of biasness sort of decreased too. sort of. my results flopped cos i was too distracted and it took me so long to almost get back on track. prelims came and i went up 3 positions but it's not good enough. with o level coming i'm gonna work my ass off. even if it's for only one week i believe i can do it. i don't care what happens after, whether it's burn out or just lazing around like the old days. i'm gonna win. this. shit. \m/
(end of complains. i even made the wordings bigger so that you wouldn't need to squint your eyes while reading my wordy complaints (: aww)
i've got loads of crap in my life and truth be told, i rely a lot on my results to the extent where if i didn't have it i'll be nothing. so a word of advice: results aren't all that. just live life how you want it and you won't end up stressed like me and grow white hair -.-
part II soon(?)! you know you wanna read it to see if you're the best thing in my life ;)
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
11:16 PM
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