Tell me something new, something i don't already know.
I'm Jingwen. It's common but my surname's not so if you really wanna know, I'm Cantonese although I can't speak/write/understand canto and I always eat potatoes (:Tongue tied
the finger nail on my thumb hurts ):i've been so tired this week that even now at 9pm i feel like sleeping. i think it's cos of the weather. it's so cold that the fan isn't even on now and i closed the doors and windows but i'm feeling fine. kinda feel cold too maybe.
i've been getting frustrated and confused. i honestly feel like crying each time because it gets on my nerves. i tell myself that i know what i'm doing and i try to tell them but i don't get the trust. one brings up the past and the other just tells me not to be distracted. i admit i wasn't doing well but the pressure you're giving me doesn't convince or motivate me to study hard. i get this feeling that the reason i want to go to an unknown jc is because i want to go against you. you always think that the best academics is forever the best but you don't even care what i want. i really hate having you as my dictator. i've wanted to say it so many times, especially whenever i broke down, but i've never said it to you. then one time i finally said it but it wasn't to you and he just didn't understand how i felt.
Friday, July 30, 2010
9:27 PM
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